All Things Profane and Sacred

I haven't been blogging much lately, not because I'm so very busy with important exciting things, but because I've been pretty forking depressed. I don't like waking up in the morning, knowing the routine. Check email. Check job postings, willing there to be something for me, knowing that likelyhood is small. Apply to a variety of low paying jobs, hoping something will come through to provide some income. Shuffle through bills I know I can't pay. Take the dogs for a walk. Clean the house. Stab myself in the eye.